Under Construction

I think it's kind of ironic how I just came up with a title for this post. At first I decided on it because I've redone my page, but then it got me thinking...it's a lot like life for me at the moment. I feel like I've been struggling a lot with my walk lately and I haven't really been able to figure out what's going on. I've talked to some people at church about it and they say I'm probably going through a growing process. Everything seems to be getting to me lately and I have to remember that I need to leave everything in God's hands and allow Him to take over. I've always been someone who doesn't like to be told what to do. I always like to be in control of my own situations. HA. Silly girl. Not this time. Let go and let God. I just feel like I've had this horrible negative attitude lately and it's something that I need to get rid of STAT. It's not attractive, pleasant or by any means lovely. My poor husband. I'm glad he kind of understands what I'm talking about. I've made the decision that I need to start living my life as if Jesus were right next to me. It's very hard because my human nature just wants to take over.

Please God, let me start living my life like you were physically here with me. You know I would never say or act the way I sometimes do if you were right there beside me. Please help me to be more pleasing to you and to glorify you in everything I do.